Wednesday, July 15, 2009

SINGLE LIFE: Day 1 & 2

So my 1 year and 2 month and 13 day relationship is over as of july 13th. My first day was horrible just not stop crying and drinking. Today I'm a lil better but the wounds are still fresh. Just hearing his voice and even turning on the T.V. And seeing his favorite movie "vampire in brooklyn" pours the salt in the wounds and silent tears roll. Break-ups I use to care less about but this one takes the cake. The one time I truely love someone and I loose them. I have learned a lot and seen a lot in the relationship and I thank him for it. Now I just have to realize the beautiful me that I am and live for me and again and find out who I am again!! I'm sad as I type but I came I saw and I conquered a lot!!

The first week is always the worst week!!

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