....BEGINNING TO END......

I THINK I AM NOT EQUIPT FOR RELATIONSHIPS ANYMORE...
I FORGOT ABOUT ALL THE POINTLESS ARGUMENTS AND THE THINGS
THAT ARE SAID TO YOU SO YOUR FEELINGS CAN BE HURT...
THE EFFECTS OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT IN YOUR MIND TELLING
YOU THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING YOU DONT MEAN AND IS BS
NOW THAT HURTS ME MORE THAN ANYTHING...
HOW CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW I FEEL....I CAN SIT AND TELL
YOU EVERYTHING I FEEL ABOUT A SITUATION AND STILL BE TREATED
LIKE I AM SPEAKING BS....

I CAN NOT HANDLE ALL THIS ANYMORE.... I THINK I AM READY TO START
THE BEGINNING OF ENDING THIS THING I CALL A RELATIONSHIP
IT WAS NICE WHILE IT LASTED AND I LEARNED ALOT ABOUT MYSELF
BUT I DONT EVEN FEEL HE WANTS TO BE IN IT ANYMORE....
MAYBE I PUSHED HIM AWAY
MAYBE ITS MY FAULT
MAYBE I WAS NOT AS GOOD OF A GF AS HE CLAIMED I WAS
MAYBE THE PERSON I AM IS NOT WHAT IS MEANT FOR HIM
BUT I FEEL SO STRONGLY THAT HE IS MEANT FOR ME....
MAYBE I AM GOING AGAINST MY OWN ADVICE....
IM TRYING TO HOLD ON TO A LEAF IN MY LIFE THAT IS ABOUT TO WEATHER
AND PASS AWAY...
IDK WHAT TO SAY OR DO

IS THIS THE BEGINNING OF THE END????

I'm just being......SIMPLY_ME

P.S. Is that good enough anymore????