.:FEMALES:. OH HOW I HATE THE LET ME COUNT THE WAYS....

SO I JUST REALIZED THAT I AM A VERY JEALOUS PERSON IN RELATIONSHIPS
I DON'T LIKE FOR MY MAN TO TALK TO OTHER FEMALES LATE AT NIGHT
I MEAN AM I WRONG FOR ASKING FOR THAT RESPECT??
WHETHER I AM THERE OR NOT...I FEEL IF YOU CAN'T TALK TO THE FEMALE
IN FRONT OF ME AND HAVE A CONVO IN FRONT OF ME THEN
YOU DON'T NEED TO BE TALKING TO HER ASS....
NOTHING GOOD WILL COME OF IT...
FIRST RELATIONSHIP THAT I HAVE BEEN A PRIVATE EYE
AND THE SAYING IS TRUE....IF YOU LOOK FOR SHIT YOU WILL FIND BIGGER SHIT....
I MEAN IT TRIPS ME OUT TO THE MAX...
FEMALES SAY THEY WOULD NEVER COME BTW A MAN AND HIS OWN BUT
I CAN SEE RIGHT NOW THAT THESE YOUNG CHICKS WITH MEN OR NOT
WILL STILL PRESS THEIR LUCK...
I MEAN I HATE TO HAVE TO CHECK SOMEONE BUT IN MY CURRENT SITUATION
I JUST MIGHT HAVE TOO....
I KNOW THAT I CHANGE FROM MY OLD WAYS OF JUST STRAIGHT GOING OFF
ON A FEMALE .....
I CAN HONESTLY SAY I HAVE MATURED BUT ITS JUST FEMALES THESE DAYS THAT WANT ME TO CUSS THEY ASS OUT...
YOU TRY TO ASK THEM NICELY...."CALL HIM AT A MORE APPROPRIATE HOUR NOT AT 1234 IN THE MORNING"

THEN THEY TURN AROUND AND TALK SHIT TO YOUR MAN ABOUT
HIM HAVE A "LEASH"......
GIRL PLEASE....I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO CONTACT YOUR MAN AND SEE WHAT HE THINKS ABOUT YOUR LATE NIGHT CALLS TO ANOTHER NIGGA.....
DO YOU THINK HE WOULD BE LAID BACK ABOUT IT....
I THINK NOT.....
WELL IF I AM PUSHED TO THE LIMIT I WILL TAKE IT THERE AND FORWARD TO HIM ALL OF THE MESSAGE
CUZ I HAVE THEM IN MY PHONE...LOL
FEMALES ARE SO DISRESPECTFUL....

I CAN NOT PUT IT ALL ON THEM THO...
I HAVE TO SAY THAT THEY ARE NOT ALL TO BLAME
SEE MISTER HUGGY BEAR NEEDS TO LET THEM KNOW ITS NOT
COOL AND DONT JOKE ABOUT THE SHIT WITH THEM
PUT THE C.HICK IN HER PLACE......

OR I WILL....

Trying to be just.....SIMPLY_ME

p.s. BUT THESE FEMALES ARE TURNING ME INTO SOMETHING ELSE...

LALALALALALA

IM BORED AND TIRED OF READING ALL OF THESE BOOKS.....

OH WELL BACK TO READING....

sorry hun

OK so my friend that started me blogging
has been upset with me that i have not been
keeping up with it so i am back on it for the 2009
i have so much to tell you guys and so many questions to ask
well i hope you will enjoy the blogs to come because they
will share a side of me that i rarely let anyone know
let alone read about me
i think this blogging will be very
therapeutic for me....

I love my life and love being......SIMPLY_ME

NEW YEAR'S

HEY IS 09

I HAVE NEW FRIENDSHIPS AND A NEW ME

I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO DO TO PROGRESS AND PROCEED

SO I CAN REACH MY ULTIMATE GOAL OF BECOMING

ONE WITH GOD AND FINDING (WELL I ALREADY FOUND ONE.... :-}) A MAN TRYING TO REACH THAT SAME GOAL....

I LOVE MY M BOOGIE BUT.....

I LOVE MY HUGGY BEAR MORE

ONLY THING IS I HAVE TO GET ENOUGH BALLS

TO TELL HIM HOW I REALLY FEEL...I AM JUST SCARED

THAT HE DOES NOT FEEL THE SAME WAY...

I'M SCARED OF REJECTION....JUST ANOTHER THING I HAVE TO

GET OVER IN THE 09...

P.S. I CAN HONESTLY SAY HE IS MY FIRST TRUE LOVE.....

I'm just being......SIMPLY_ME

....A LITTLE WISER....

I AM FEELING A LOT BETTER AFTER I WENT TO CHURCH
TODAY... MY PASTOR AND HIS WIFE GAVE ME SOUND ADVICE
TO GO BY AND I KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE TO SEEK
GOD IN EVERYTHING THAT I DO...

I AM TIRED OF BEING SCARED AND ASHAMED OF HOW RELIGIOUS I AM
JUST TO FIT IN..
THERE IS GOING TO BE A CHANGE IN 2009.... GOD IS COMING FIRST
SO EVERTHING IS GOING TO BE JUST FINE IN MY LIFE
IF MY FRIENDS CAN NOT HANDLE THE CHANGE THEY CAN
HIT THE ROAD AND ANYBODY ELSE THAT MAY NOT LIKE MY NEW LIFE
STYLE CAN LEAVE....

GOD LOVES ME AND I SHOULD NOT BE ASHAMED OF HIM CUZ
HE IS NEVER ASHAMED OF ME...

I'm just being...... SIMPLY_ME

....BEGINNING TO END......

I THINK I AM NOT EQUIPT FOR RELATIONSHIPS ANYMORE...
I FORGOT ABOUT ALL THE POINTLESS ARGUMENTS AND THE THINGS
THAT ARE SAID TO YOU SO YOUR FEELINGS CAN BE HURT...
THE EFFECTS OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT IN YOUR MIND TELLING
YOU THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING YOU DONT MEAN AND IS BS
NOW THAT HURTS ME MORE THAN ANYTHING...
HOW CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW I FEEL....I CAN SIT AND TELL
YOU EVERYTHING I FEEL ABOUT A SITUATION AND STILL BE TREATED
LIKE I AM SPEAKING BS....

I CAN NOT HANDLE ALL THIS ANYMORE.... I THINK I AM READY TO START
THE BEGINNING OF ENDING THIS THING I CALL A RELATIONSHIP
IT WAS NICE WHILE IT LASTED AND I LEARNED ALOT ABOUT MYSELF
BUT I DONT EVEN FEEL HE WANTS TO BE IN IT ANYMORE....
MAYBE I PUSHED HIM AWAY
MAYBE ITS MY FAULT
MAYBE I WAS NOT AS GOOD OF A GF AS HE CLAIMED I WAS
MAYBE THE PERSON I AM IS NOT WHAT IS MEANT FOR HIM
BUT I FEEL SO STRONGLY THAT HE IS MEANT FOR ME....
MAYBE I AM GOING AGAINST MY OWN ADVICE....
IM TRYING TO HOLD ON TO A LEAF IN MY LIFE THAT IS ABOUT TO WEATHER
AND PASS AWAY...
IDK WHAT TO SAY OR DO

IS THIS THE BEGINNING OF THE END????

I'm just being......SIMPLY_ME

P.S. Is that good enough anymore????

taken it lightly

SO EVERYTIME I GET ON FACEBOOK I SEE NEW PPL

"SAYING" THEY ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED....

NOW I DONT KNOW ABOUT SOME PPL BUT I PREFER NOT TO TAKE

SOMETHING SO SERIOUS, SO DAMN LIGHTLY...



JUST BECAUSE HE/SHE DID THE THINGS THE LAST MATE WOULDN'T

DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU CAN JUST FALL ALL IN LOVE IN ONE WEEK AND

MAKE IT OFFICIAL WITH VOWS..

LETS GET IT TOGETHER PPL...





REMEMBER:

SOME PPL ARE ONLY IN YOUR LIFE FOR A SEASON AND A PARTICULAR REASON

THEN THEY DRY UP AND FALL OFF THE TREE WHEN ITS TIME FOR CHANGE....



ADVISE:

KNOW WHO YOU ARE IN CHRIST

BEFORE YOU THROW THE RICE....



peace and love

just know....

I'M JUST BEING......SIMPLY_ME