LALALALALALA

IM BORED AND TIRED OF READING ALL OF THESE BOOKS.....

OH WELL BACK TO READING....

sorry hun

OK so my friend that started me blogging
has been upset with me that i have not been
keeping up with it so i am back on it for the 2009
i have so much to tell you guys and so many questions to ask
well i hope you will enjoy the blogs to come because they
will share a side of me that i rarely let anyone know
let alone read about me
i think this blogging will be very
therapeutic for me....

I love my life and love being......SIMPLY_ME

NEW YEAR'S

HEY IS 09

I HAVE NEW FRIENDSHIPS AND A NEW ME

I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO DO TO PROGRESS AND PROCEED

SO I CAN REACH MY ULTIMATE GOAL OF BECOMING

ONE WITH GOD AND FINDING (WELL I ALREADY FOUND ONE.... :-}) A MAN TRYING TO REACH THAT SAME GOAL....

I LOVE MY M BOOGIE BUT.....

I LOVE MY HUGGY BEAR MORE

ONLY THING IS I HAVE TO GET ENOUGH BALLS

TO TELL HIM HOW I REALLY FEEL...I AM JUST SCARED

THAT HE DOES NOT FEEL THE SAME WAY...

I'M SCARED OF REJECTION....JUST ANOTHER THING I HAVE TO

GET OVER IN THE 09...

P.S. I CAN HONESTLY SAY HE IS MY FIRST TRUE LOVE.....

I'm just being......SIMPLY_ME

....A LITTLE WISER....

I AM FEELING A LOT BETTER AFTER I WENT TO CHURCH
TODAY... MY PASTOR AND HIS WIFE GAVE ME SOUND ADVICE
TO GO BY AND I KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE TO SEEK
GOD IN EVERYTHING THAT I DO...

I AM TIRED OF BEING SCARED AND ASHAMED OF HOW RELIGIOUS I AM
JUST TO FIT IN..
THERE IS GOING TO BE A CHANGE IN 2009.... GOD IS COMING FIRST
SO EVERTHING IS GOING TO BE JUST FINE IN MY LIFE
IF MY FRIENDS CAN NOT HANDLE THE CHANGE THEY CAN
HIT THE ROAD AND ANYBODY ELSE THAT MAY NOT LIKE MY NEW LIFE
STYLE CAN LEAVE....

GOD LOVES ME AND I SHOULD NOT BE ASHAMED OF HIM CUZ
HE IS NEVER ASHAMED OF ME...

I'm just being...... SIMPLY_ME

....BEGINNING TO END......

I THINK I AM NOT EQUIPT FOR RELATIONSHIPS ANYMORE...
I FORGOT ABOUT ALL THE POINTLESS ARGUMENTS AND THE THINGS
THAT ARE SAID TO YOU SO YOUR FEELINGS CAN BE HURT...
THE EFFECTS OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT IN YOUR MIND TELLING
YOU THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING YOU DONT MEAN AND IS BS
NOW THAT HURTS ME MORE THAN ANYTHING...
HOW CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW I FEEL....I CAN SIT AND TELL
YOU EVERYTHING I FEEL ABOUT A SITUATION AND STILL BE TREATED
LIKE I AM SPEAKING BS....

I CAN NOT HANDLE ALL THIS ANYMORE.... I THINK I AM READY TO START
THE BEGINNING OF ENDING THIS THING I CALL A RELATIONSHIP
IT WAS NICE WHILE IT LASTED AND I LEARNED ALOT ABOUT MYSELF
BUT I DONT EVEN FEEL HE WANTS TO BE IN IT ANYMORE....
MAYBE I PUSHED HIM AWAY
MAYBE ITS MY FAULT
MAYBE I WAS NOT AS GOOD OF A GF AS HE CLAIMED I WAS
MAYBE THE PERSON I AM IS NOT WHAT IS MEANT FOR HIM
BUT I FEEL SO STRONGLY THAT HE IS MEANT FOR ME....
MAYBE I AM GOING AGAINST MY OWN ADVICE....
IM TRYING TO HOLD ON TO A LEAF IN MY LIFE THAT IS ABOUT TO WEATHER
AND PASS AWAY...
IDK WHAT TO SAY OR DO

IS THIS THE BEGINNING OF THE END????

I'm just being......SIMPLY_ME

P.S. Is that good enough anymore????

taken it lightly

SO EVERYTIME I GET ON FACEBOOK I SEE NEW PPL

"SAYING" THEY ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED....

NOW I DONT KNOW ABOUT SOME PPL BUT I PREFER NOT TO TAKE

SOMETHING SO SERIOUS, SO DAMN LIGHTLY...



JUST BECAUSE HE/SHE DID THE THINGS THE LAST MATE WOULDN'T

DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU CAN JUST FALL ALL IN LOVE IN ONE WEEK AND

MAKE IT OFFICIAL WITH VOWS..

LETS GET IT TOGETHER PPL...





REMEMBER:

SOME PPL ARE ONLY IN YOUR LIFE FOR A SEASON AND A PARTICULAR REASON

THEN THEY DRY UP AND FALL OFF THE TREE WHEN ITS TIME FOR CHANGE....



ADVISE:

KNOW WHO YOU ARE IN CHRIST

BEFORE YOU THROW THE RICE....



peace and love

just know....

I'M JUST BEING......SIMPLY_ME

THE NEXT LEVEL

okay so one of my good good friends just told me some
interesting things about her "new" relationship...
well this is how it goes...
so the boy she has been talking to for a little over a year now
finally has come to terms of wanting to settle down and make her
his girlfriend...
now many of you may ask why did i put new in quotations marks
well they have already had the relationship as if they were GF and BF...
now i know many may say they were already in a relationship but the reality of the
situations is that without the titles you really do not know what the other person
expects of you or you really do not know that person likes and dislikes until the titles
are added.

Now what I advised her to do was to have a conversation letting each other know what they
will expect of one another. Let each other know based of passed relationships or even things they have seen in others ppl relationships what bothers you and could potentially
lead to a break up.
It may seem a little juvenile or even a little precocious but it will help out relationships far more than you think.
Me and my hubby did it and it really helped out the relationship.
we know what makes each other tick. (some may say its not a good idea to tell your mate what
makes you tick but i think that is crap....I digress). By knowing this
you have the ability to either use this info for good or bad. you can use this to hurt your
partner or to build a solid foundation.

Now with that said I am far from saying that your relationship will be perfect
I mean you will have times were stuff that you use to do at the beginning of the relationship
and your mate acted like it was cute but really hated it...that will all come out in an argument.
you have to work on these things. each person must be welling to change some things about themselves and the ones around them that may be hurting their relationship (that is another day of blogging....lol).

To end on a good note tonight.
just know that you need to have be ready fror a drastic change when you except that GF
or BF title from your siginifacant other. It may seem like they are nagging
or even just starting an argument but YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO MAKE IT WORK.
One last thing ppl be ready to come to terms with those things you
dont see as a big deal and something that may hurt your mate in a
way you will not understand at times but youwill eventually get....

G'night bloggers

Im just being.....SIMPLY_ME