.:::::PROBLEMS::::.

SO HUGGY BEAR WENT TO NO AND WON'T RESPOND TO MY TEXTS!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING TO US BUT I'm TIRED OF TRYING!! I DON'T FEEL HE WANTS THIS ANYMORE!! I'm NOT SURE IF I DO!! THIS IS TO MUCH FOR ME TO WORRY ABOUT....I'm TIRED OF BEING SECOND TO EVER FEMALE THAT'S NOT APRT OF HIS FAMILY!! I'm DONE!!

.::HELLO::.

I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE BUT I JUST WANT
MY BF MBOOGIE TO KNOW THAT I LOVE HER AND I
AM HERE FOR HER. I HAVE BEEN FACING ALOT OF MY DEMONS
LATELY AND KNOCKING THEM DOWN ONE BY ONE.

GOD IS THE CENTER OF MY LIFE AND HE WILL GUIDE ME
THROUGH. PEACE IS LOVE


I'm just being.....SIMPLY_ME

hmmmm.

I SWEAR ITS SOME MORE BS EVERYDAY....

..::WHAT AM I GOING TO DO::..

I FEEL LIKE I AM LOOSING HIM....
I WAS ALWAYS TOLD NOT TO PUT MORE IN THEN YOU GET BUT
I REALLY FEEL LIKE HE IS THE RIGHT ONE TO HELP ME THROUGH MY TRIALS...

I THINK HE MIGHT BE SCARED TO LOVE ME OR JUST DOES
NOT SEE ME AND HIM GOING THAT FAR BUT
HUGGY BEAR CAN SAY HE HAS ME...

I HAVE NEVER BEEN WITH A GUY AND NOT HAD A "TEAM" ON THE SIDE
BUT WITH HIM I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT....
I CAN RELEASE MYSELF BUT I MAKE IT SO HARD FOR HIM
TO GET IN... MAYBE ITS ME WHO DOES NOT WANT
TO LET HIM CARE FOR ME...
I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M NOT WORTH ALL THE LOVE AND ATTENTION
HE GIVES SOMETIMES....

IDK BUT I HAVE TO GET TOGETHER CUZ I AM LOOSING HIM...
(F.Y.I. ONLY SEX WITH THE MAIN THE OTHERS WERE TO KEEP ME ENTERTAINED)

I'm just being....SIMPLY_ME....

.:FEMALES:. OH HOW I HATE THE LET ME COUNT THE WAYS....

SO I JUST REALIZED THAT I AM A VERY JEALOUS PERSON IN RELATIONSHIPS
I DON'T LIKE FOR MY MAN TO TALK TO OTHER FEMALES LATE AT NIGHT
I MEAN AM I WRONG FOR ASKING FOR THAT RESPECT??
WHETHER I AM THERE OR NOT...I FEEL IF YOU CAN'T TALK TO THE FEMALE
IN FRONT OF ME AND HAVE A CONVO IN FRONT OF ME THEN
YOU DON'T NEED TO BE TALKING TO HER ASS....
NOTHING GOOD WILL COME OF IT...
FIRST RELATIONSHIP THAT I HAVE BEEN A PRIVATE EYE
AND THE SAYING IS TRUE....IF YOU LOOK FOR SHIT YOU WILL FIND BIGGER SHIT....
I MEAN IT TRIPS ME OUT TO THE MAX...
FEMALES SAY THEY WOULD NEVER COME BTW A MAN AND HIS OWN BUT
I CAN SEE RIGHT NOW THAT THESE YOUNG CHICKS WITH MEN OR NOT
WILL STILL PRESS THEIR LUCK...
I MEAN I HATE TO HAVE TO CHECK SOMEONE BUT IN MY CURRENT SITUATION
I JUST MIGHT HAVE TOO....
I KNOW THAT I CHANGE FROM MY OLD WAYS OF JUST STRAIGHT GOING OFF
ON A FEMALE .....
I CAN HONESTLY SAY I HAVE MATURED BUT ITS JUST FEMALES THESE DAYS THAT WANT ME TO CUSS THEY ASS OUT...
YOU TRY TO ASK THEM NICELY...."CALL HIM AT A MORE APPROPRIATE HOUR NOT AT 1234 IN THE MORNING"

THEN THEY TURN AROUND AND TALK SHIT TO YOUR MAN ABOUT
HIM HAVE A "LEASH"......
GIRL PLEASE....I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO CONTACT YOUR MAN AND SEE WHAT HE THINKS ABOUT YOUR LATE NIGHT CALLS TO ANOTHER NIGGA.....
DO YOU THINK HE WOULD BE LAID BACK ABOUT IT....
I THINK NOT.....
WELL IF I AM PUSHED TO THE LIMIT I WILL TAKE IT THERE AND FORWARD TO HIM ALL OF THE MESSAGE
CUZ I HAVE THEM IN MY PHONE...LOL
FEMALES ARE SO DISRESPECTFUL....

I CAN NOT PUT IT ALL ON THEM THO...
I HAVE TO SAY THAT THEY ARE NOT ALL TO BLAME
SEE MISTER HUGGY BEAR NEEDS TO LET THEM KNOW ITS NOT
COOL AND DONT JOKE ABOUT THE SHIT WITH THEM
PUT THE C.HICK IN HER PLACE......

OR I WILL....

Trying to be just.....SIMPLY_ME

p.s. BUT THESE FEMALES ARE TURNING ME INTO SOMETHING ELSE...

LALALALALALA

IM BORED AND TIRED OF READING ALL OF THESE BOOKS.....

OH WELL BACK TO READING....

sorry hun

OK so my friend that started me blogging
has been upset with me that i have not been
keeping up with it so i am back on it for the 2009
i have so much to tell you guys and so many questions to ask
well i hope you will enjoy the blogs to come because they
will share a side of me that i rarely let anyone know
let alone read about me
i think this blogging will be very
therapeutic for me....

I love my life and love being......SIMPLY_ME